Thursday, January 20, 2011

I feel real bad and real sad.

Haven't been having these types of feelings for a while now. It's the fear of not being accepted, and having people to talk behind your back and all that dramamama. Hais. I don't know. Lately my hormones have been going bonkers and it affects everything I do and how I think. I hate to be this me. Haven't been talking good to Mom and I don't even care. I forgot about things and end up my friends suffer. I think too much and I worry about everything and anything. I'm sorry la, Yana! And Mawar! I feel so bad I wanna cry. But I really can't make it tomorrow. This is so guilt-wrenching no one should ever suffer from this feeling ever again.

I'll blog when I get better.

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