i get worried...

nowadays i get worried.

i worry about my piano...

i worry about my future...

i worry about my pillow...

i worry about my grandparents...

sighs, ah ma fell down on thursday midnight. i'll never forget the sound of the fall that woke me immediately. NEVER EVER. til now the sound still haunts me. ah gong went for this eye check thing on friday too, and when he came back from ttsh, he went to take a nap immediately. they're really getting old now, and i worry. i still remembered not being able to sleep after THAT night, and taking a peek at ahma every now and then when she makes a turn or something.

i think about things that keep me awake all night long.

and sometimes they make me cry,

because i fear.

and so i worry.