hooked.

i have an interesting thousand words to say:

ahh i think i'm addicted! lols!

feasr not, prelims, i will not give up on you. just allow me to open my restaurant everyday after school and i promise i'll get back to you as soon as i can:D

my heart is aching.

oh man oh man.

i've just watched A WALK TO REMEMBER. and it's FABULOUS.

touched my heart a great deal now it's aching from it. HOW CAN JAMIE SULLIVAN DIE!?!?!

i think i cried a whole pacific ocean for that one. MY OH MY.

"Love is always patient and kind.
It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited.
It is never rude or selfish.
It does not take offence and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sin,
But delights in the truth.
It is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope,
And to endure whatever comes."

SUCH A GREAT MOVIE. plot's kind of outdated, but i liked it nevertheless.



next. shuhui's birthday. i'll just post pictures. they can replace so many thousand words for me!


and for those who's cracking their heads on how to surprise your friends, this is an inspiration for you:

other than these wonderful moments i've got, life has been tougher than ever. school's really stressing. but i love chemistry lessons. mdm jo is always my source of encouragement and hope, never failing to spur us on and give us the support and faith we all need when almost every teacher teaching us has had their backs against us, finding faults and everytthing. we're not really a good class to teach, but under mdm jo's way of teaching and her understandings, the class got controlled real well. hmms. controlled can't be the word. i guess when you like someone, your mind is just set to coorperate and listen to that person more. i can see our class got hugely affected my mdm jo's constant support and understanding. I LOVE YOU MDM JO!

i lost my pencil case today, and i'm very sad. it's that favourite red colour wildcats one HUANGZU gave me for my 15th birthday. i really miss it so much. but i've came to know that, sometimes one can get real touched and all when you're in some trouble, and frinds come to render help. i want to thank joel for being so kind. lent me so many stuffs to get my work done. especially your calculator. lols. bernice and the rest were helping me look for it in school and all. going to general office, announcing to the whole class i've lost my pencil case and all. mr wong even consoled me and said his son loses his waterbottle every now and then too. so cute. haha! but 'just move on,' he said. >.< sighs, i guess i'm going to flood the whole earth when we graduate. sorry, mother earth.

here's an interesting dialogue with isabel today...
isabel: oh man, i lost my beloved pencil of 2 years...
me: so what!?!? i'm left with only my pencil!!!

well, i wish i could find my pencil case back. i feel asif i'm bankrupt now. sighs. i miss it so much. such a great loss for me if i were to lose it forever. sighs. then i still have to prepare a profit and loss a/c. argh, COME BACK TO ME!

awfully sad, but meaningful lyrics

yay, i finally got my favourite channel8 the ultimatum de theme song le!

awfully sad and emotional, but really very meaningful.

i wonder who can write something as awesome as this...

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼 眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己判刑
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

是谁将阳光都剪成了雨滴
天灰了，快乐总有限期
从来都陷在孤独的流沙里
忘了我也配被人在意

一个人一直走看着梦像做了又空
精疲力尽有没有哪里可以停泊

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想有拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

那是谁的温柔留在我的小手
微不足道却那么重
漫长的寂寞把意志都吞没
整个世界是沉默的漩涡

有谁能陪我手牵着手出走
带我离开空洞的星球

还有什么值得追求
还有什么可以拥有
把怀抱借给我是不是就不再颤抖
有谁能带走这美丽的哀愁
能让我相信被爱的理由

a week has passed...

hello. it's finally the end of term 3 week 1 for us. god, i don't think i've worked so hard all my life before! lessons starts at 8, finishes at 5. with only 1hour and 15minutes break time. seems just like work, but minus the salary.

been doing revision for POA, math is still progressing on the way. i may need to work abit harder for math. sighs! chem is still alright. physics? I DON'T KNOW. last year's prelim papers are pretty demoralising. mr low just came back from LOA with a black face that i've come to dislike since the start of last year. mdm jo says he's concerned about us, and i'm quite touched. haha! humans is still as good as before. i got like, 23 out of 25 for my focus SBQ test! woots! english, SHITTY. but we're going to merge with bernice's class! YAY!

chinese. just had chinese oral today. i guess it went pretty well, cos' it's about the youth olympics and stuffs, so i had things to say. was quite a sad thing i didn't start and end my reading aloud really well. other than that, i guess everything's fine(: now i just have to nail my listening compre and accept my fate. lols!

it's been tough. and i'm sure the roads ahead will be tougher. i have to start revising for AMATH, damn. and start chionging on past year papers. there seemed so much things to do, i didn't even know where and how to start. but i have to find a way. i can't waste anymore time!

i'm addicted to the channel8 drama, the ultimatum's theme song. i remembered i was doing my sciences on monday night after a gruelling first day at school. then i heard this song, and i literally broke down. lols! cos' the last time i heard this song was at my ahma's house. i love it there you know. it's like a shelter and a place to hide from all your responsibilities after a frightful and stressful week. sighs, i wished i could stay with ahma. i wonder how will life be if i did? i'd be more happy, and cheery at home, i guess. i've been too quiet nowadays at home. and i hate the silence around me.

been planning very enthusiastically for the long-awaited shuhui's birthday bash. tthe crazy plan i thought about few months ago obviously didn't work out, as the highness eventually died down and soon enough no one was bothering about that crazy plan of mine. so we decided to do something else. our aim: to make shuhui cry. IT'S LIKE SO EASY! haha! birthday bash on monday, update details when free. hopefully i'll get lots of pictures!

oh yea, tomorrow's mani's birthday. we bought a liverpool soccer ball for him and buried it deep under loads of snacks. i loved his response! when we took out the huge box, he was like 'what the fish!' then when he opened it and saw the boxed 'filled' with snacks, he was going 'oh my god.' then we called him to dig, and when he saw the ball he was like 'oh shit oh shit I LOVE IT.' woots! hooray for us! one more birthday down! i love birthdays! even if it's not mine, i'm so happy of mani's reaction! hahaha!

that's all. i hope i'll be able to cope with my studies and all the crazy things that are happening now. and i seriously hope school won't close. if not that's it for my olevels.