Saturday, January 24, 2009

pre new year~~~

hahaha. yesterday was so fun. thanks joel for lending me the red shirt! :D the performers skipped healthy lifestyle and the choir seniors were in ITRR3 singing past songs. ahhh~~~ it was so nice la. we sang only you, faith, just a single voice, and other nice songs taught by miss choo. brings back alot of memories, many happy memories. i not only thought of miss choo, but also of my seniors like CW jianing hazel and blah. sighs. i miss them la, and i miss miss choo's lessons. i wonder what would we be doing currently if we're still under miss choo? maybe i wouldn't be so upset of choir if miss choo was still with us. sighs.

performance was not bad la, so funny, aaron kelvin and shawn were cai shen ye-s. hahaha!seeing kelvin reminded me of zaizai. lols! then after the celebrations lunched with xinying isabel and shawn to talk about classtee. haha. everyone ate vegetarian with me! haha! stayed at the food court for about 4hours. lols. so fun, we were listening to songs, designing shirts, and forming a band. so much plans for post olevels. are we really thinking too far ahead? haha, MAYBE.

today's quite okay ba. isabel and weiloke can't make it. SADDED. so left with me and shuhui and xinying lor. shopped around la, but not really much stuffs. bought a collared polo costing 20bucks and a hang10 short jeans for 19bucks when it originally costed 36. then according to shuhui i gave a auntish face when i saw it was so cheap. LOLS! i really can't help it la. then subway-ed for dinner. then talked talked talked. and shopped again. i didn't dare to buy any shirts anymore, i have more than enough. then wahh really lucky to go shopping with shuhui lor! my shopping advisor! ahahha! she's really helpful during this trip la, seriously. got loads to thank her for. THANK YOU SHUHUI!! haha.

ya so that's it. nothing quite special la. looking forward to tomorrow's reunion dinner by the way. haha.

AND I'M OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO GHOST WHISPERER. cried during yesterday's episode. so touching la, can't help it. :X

Thursday, January 22, 2009

the true wonders of a good teacher...

hellos. today started on a real bad note. but the day went quite well for me despite the bad start. i almost thought i've lost my passport. scared the hell out of me. luckily it's with my aunt. HENG~~~

i love mdm jo's lesson. LOLS. so cute, so funny, so... DIRTY. wahhahaas! insider stories, only people in 4/6 will know about the small little UNINTENTIONAL 'JOKE' that joel made. or queried. i think. it's about successful collision between particles. lols then she made a comparison between boys and girls and blah. SUPER FUNNY. then she think the class was quite moody today. but it's all because we didn't on the 1st row of lights.

mdm jo: eh how come everyone looked so gloomy today? are you all angry i didn't appear for your previous lesson?
4/6:... (actually not really. haha.)
[found out the lights are off, and went to switch it on]
mdm jo: ahh now you all look happy. LET'S TRY IT AGAIN!
[mdm jo walks out of the class and walks in again and greeted us.]

LOLS. wahh i just love mdm jo's lessons. AND I LOVE CHEMISTRY!

mr radha was also cute la. he mentioned about marking a set of paper for 30 minutes laughing about how students write about the reflections at the back of their assignments. then his wife called him wierd, laughing to himself. then he ended up facing the mirror and laughing to 'himself'. lols! another cute teacher.

mr wong's class was uiqte serious. not really anything special to remember. haha! but everyone knows his lessons are always fun and enriching!

changed timetables. had physics for the last period. ISABEL CHIA REALLY BORKE MR LOW'S HEART. SLOLS 1 we really don't know how to say lor. -.- isabel not sensitive at all! hahahha! then mr low talked to us about not getting into us and all. which was kind of true. yea, but we know you're trying your best. i don't know why too, that i always had the tendency to want to sleep in your class. that's why i started to answer some of his questions and be more responsive ba. to keep me awake. but i think i can get his facts la, so no worries. although he's not as entertaining as the other teachers for our class, i know he'd did his best and whatever la. so , wells, just keep on studying and listen to his lessons lor. haha.

getting late, sleeping soon. can't wait for yunnan/ WOOTS!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

it's gonna be a tough road ahead.

i'm not feeling too good now. especially after what i've done. although i understood what i've copied from xinling's work, i don't think i can do the questions without her help. or her WS's help. sighs. i hate copying. and i don't feel good. but i guess not copying mr radha's answers BEFORE i figure out the question isn't really a very good idea. ARGH. i screwed up math. that's the only thing i could say now. i only have a very vague idea of how to do trigo. and i ain't happy about it. maybe i should go to the library more. i found out i'm able to focus and study alot better in the library than at home. and i think i'm going to get an mp3 to go along with my plan. haha.

i'm losing it. i'm losing the focus. everything went well yesterday. the day before yesterday. but i just can't get my things done today. most probably one of the reasons should be the ever so discouraging math lesson i had today, but i just can't do anything well today. and it isn't mr radha's fault. he's a good teacher, except i don't really understand his accent. or is it because i didn't go to the library? sighs. the library is such a good place. i'm glad woodlands has such a big library with so much studying places to go.

i miss mdm nora alot. i've come to realise that mdm nora contributes a very big part to my distinctions for both a and e math. i don't think i can ace the subjects this year as well as i did last year. the road ahead suddenly seemed so blur. my table's in a mess, with all the math WS, and i don't know what to do about it. tmr's double period. BUT SO WHAT?

god i really need to get my focus back and get my head in the game.

i'm tired, but i'll work hard. TOMORROW.

Saturday, January 17, 2009

new targets... new life.

hellos. this week is filled with confusion, uncertaincy, twisting of the guts, and finally relieve. alot of things were happening at the same time, too much that i don't think i can handle it. but i'm glad i'm slowly getting the picture, and adjusting to my new lifestyle in the preparation of my o'levels that i'm going to work hard on. i just hope everything will come to an end soon. then i'll have time to relax and unwind... ahh~ but it's too early to say these things ba. LOLS

we were already high-ing on wednesday about how prom should be; about what we should wear, and preparing a HSM show for everyone. haha. it's good that prom actually happens a week later after o's and not on the day of the last paper. i can spend this one week to shop for prom dresses! WOOTS! it will be fun! hahaha! i'm sooo looking forward to prom. joel even said to book a suite in the hotel we will be having prom in for the class. haha! it will be so fun la. and it's like so long time away. and we haven't even taken our prelims, not to say the real o levels, and now we're already thinking about prom. lols OUR MOTIVATION. HAHA!

also, the o'levels results release was on monday. the media even came, but i didn't see snippets of our school in the news. bleah. it was quite an emotional sight for us to watch. and having this to be the first time i watched the whole 'show' and that the seniors that i'm close with were all graduating and gone, sighs. i became emotional la. but i'm very very proud to say that all my seniors had the job well done. serves for a kind of MOTIVATION too. i hope i'll be one of the listed names on the powerpoint slides when they announced OUR results next year. i have to work hard for it!

yes i have something to work on. haha. this also makes me think more about what i want to do in the future; what my future should be; how i want my future to be. HMMS. it's really a very tough decision, especially when i've got a whooping a2 for my chinese. although i've already decided to drop higher chinese, but the thought process i went through this week was really not a good experience for me. suddenly the whole concept of 'my future' seems so blur and scary.it was the time when i'm in between dropping and not dropping higher chinese, and i'm not afriad to tell you i've really done alot of thinking and spent 1 sleepless night just because of this issue. this also reminds me of high school musical. haha. when troy doesn't know what he wants. i felt what he was feeling at that time, and i was lucky i didn't have a 'gabriella' to think about. lols./ and i'm beginning to like the song 'scream'. really reflected my feelings when i had no idea of what i should do; of what is the right thing to do.

i'm glad my parents were open to my options. they gave me absolute freedom to choose my path, of dropping or not. sometimes i wished they would just be more insistent on what they want me to do. but it's respect they gave me, the respect that i came to treasure and understand of. it's really scary making all these decisions, having to know that the final decision will change your whole life, it's really frightening. i'm beginning to grasp the so called 'hidden' meaning of hsm le. there's this conversation of troy and his father about the college he should go into. 'YOU RAISED ME UP SO THAT I CAN MAKE MY OWN CHOICES, AND I HAVE TO MAKE THEM' i finally understand what it means. what is the point of having your future being planned ahead by someone else? i'd rather bear the consequences of making the wrong deicisons than to have my future being planned by someone else. especially a future i didn't want. and i'm glad my parents supported my decisions, and also giving me opinions that worth alot, and encouragements that i will often need. AWWW. THANKS PA MA. LOLS WHAT A GOOD MOVIE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL IS.

tilnow, i don't think i've regretted dropping out of higher chinese. there's already time for me to do my own things, and my catching up. and i'm confident to say that i've really used the time wisely. except it's very tiring. life in the senior year is tiring. i just hope i'll adapt quickly and do my thing. having to drop higher chinese really lightens my load. i can literally feel 'lighter' haha. except i keep eating. lols!

wells, so i hope everything will be alright ba, extra lessons are starting, and we still have choir syf to chiong. and not forgetting i'm still in the midst of preparing both my piano grade 8 theory AND practical. i hope i can manage my time well and have everything done to the best of my capabilities.

i also have to thank people who wished me happy birthday and the presents. i really appreciated it very much. it's been a pleasure meeting everyone, having fun with you all and blah. i've come to know that there's nothing more pleasant than having your loved ones and friends to give you their well-wishes, support and encouragements and their crap. it's the letters that i came to like the most though, out of all the presents that i've received. honestly, not even ZANESSA, can make me smile as wide as i did when i read through those letters. at least now i know what i have is true, and it's all from the heart. THANK YOU EVERYONE. afterall, it's YOU who had made me who i am today. SERIOUSLY HOW BETTER CAN MY SWEET 16TH BIRTHDAY GET?! HAHA!

i have this show that i'm starting to get obssessed over. it's GHOST WHISPERER. wells, i've been watching the episodes on-and-off from the first season, but the plot really gets better and better. i'm hooked. OFFICIALLY. YESTERDAY. an episode when merlinda's husband jim died. sighs. really touching. got me on the verge of tears. but it's kind of lucky that merlinda can still see him when he's dead. haha. i'll keep on watching the show. woots! and maybe watching the whole 4 seasons when my olevels end. haha

so that's it for now, BYE BYE!

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

SWEET 16TH

YEA!! IT'S MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!!! WOOTS! I'LL WRITE EVERYTHING IN POINT FORM. HAHA. THAT'S FASTER. AND MORE EFFICIENT. THEN I'LL HAVE MORE TIME FOR NEW ZANESSA PICTURES! WOOTS!

-minghui gave me my first present of the day. THANKS!
-was the representative to take certs for the ogls.
-mr low 'announced'my birthday. LOLS!
-THANKS 4/6 FOR SINGING HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
-recess got more celebration.
-LOLS BFFS IN ACTION!
(I'LL TAKE A PICTURE AND POST THEM SOONER OR LATER BA.)
-SANG HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUPER LOUDLY AGAIN
-oh ya mdm jo was super cute and funny today too!
-and so is mr radha!
-still struggling whether to continue hcl -.-
-got separated from bernice because we talked too much during hcl lesson -_____-
-THANKS FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES EVERYONE! I APPRECIATE IT VERY MUCH.
IF U ALL WANT I SHALL POST MY THANK YOU SPEECH IN THE WEEKENDS. HAHAHA! OK BACK TO MORE ZANESSA! BYE BYE!




Monday, January 12, 2009

THIS IS LOVE.

PEOPLE IT'S GETTING LATE. BUT THIS IS LOVE
TRUE LOVE.
NO KIDDING.








ZANESSA IS L-O-V-E.
AHHH!! I'M SO HIGH~~~

Thursday, January 08, 2009

happiness is a journey, not a destination...

for a long time it seemed to me that
life was about to begin- real life.
but there was always some obstacle in the way,
something to be gotten through first,
some unfinished business,
time still to be served,
a debt to be paid.
at last it dawned on me
that these obstacles were my life.
this perspective has helped me to see
there is no way to happiness.
happiness is the way.
so treasure every moment you have
and remember that time waits for no one.
souza
.

Monday, January 05, 2009

FAST FACTS

OKOK LITTLE NYONYA IS COMING UP, BUT TODAY'S TOO INTERESTING NOT TO BE BLOGGED ABOUT IT SO YA.

-mrs sng gave us a talk. i've realised she's quite cute, and aunty-ish. LOLS
-i admited I LOVE HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL to the whole of my new english class
-i didn't weigh as much as i thought i would have.
-P.E. was fun and silly
-recess is NORMAL.
-it's a great pleasure to have mr radha for math, although i would have prefered mdm nora.
-mr radha is by far the CUTEST AND FUNNIEST TEACHER I'VE EVEN MET IN MY WHOLE ENTIRE LIFE. AND HE'S GOOD AT PROVING SO. WHAHAHAAS!
-mr radha and mdm jo both liked our class and were snatching for time in our class. HAHA
-mdm jo is good for a start, cute and funny, but i believe it won't last long. >.<
-i've come to realise that I MISSED MRS LEE'S LESSONS THE MOST.
-MRS LEE'S GREAT, AND I LOVE HER LESSONS!!
-ate the chinese rice again. actually it's the 1st time this year, and IT'S YUMMY!
-went home and slacked and yakked to my mother.
-organised my stuff and fell asleep
-woke up just to watch LITTLE NYONYA
-IN 10 MINUTES THE LAST SECOND EPISODE OF LITTLE NYONYA WILL BE SHOWING, AND IN 1H10MINS THE LAST EPISODE. OMGOMG.

-I CAN'T BEAR WITH LITTLE NYONYA. SOBS!

Sunday, January 04, 2009

'open school' and its 'afterlife'

HMMS. the title is abit weird. but nevermind haha. friday is first day of school. BLEAH. got lots of new teachers, and a vice number 2. LOLS. it's good to be back, honestly, considering that the first day is also known as the SLACK DAY. haha. i'm quite shocked though, that the school actually forgo one day of lessons into SLACKING. hahha. it's the admin day la, but for me, who slacked almost all the way, it's SUPER SLACK DAY! WHAHAHAS! managed to clinch a seat beside isabel for the year too! YIPPEE!

decided to treat shuhui and jerica to lunch with the money we got from the sandwich making, since they helped so much. haha.THANK LOTS! xinying and nickie tagged along too. then went 'playing' hide and seek with shuhui and xinying-.- not fun at all, total waste of time. lols. then gave up, went to library, but found them there instead. haha/ went to library with isabel and chatted and borrowed some books.

saturday we went to exchange my clothes at old woodlands there, since there's no piano. exchanged another 2 clothes. quite nice ba, i think. today got this service at fo tang where we go take small hampers to homes of the needy. it's an enriching experience, and probably one that i will never forget in the time to come=)

went shopping with parents at toa payoh central and bought clothes. now i'm short of BOTTOMS. but i'm just as lazy to go try on bottoms and all. zzz. i just want to slack during CNY holidays la! ZZZ-.-

GOAL FOR THIS WEEK: WATCH MARLEY AND ME!!

Thursday, January 01, 2009

2008? NOT.

hahha! i'm just back from my sleepover! it's so fun i wondered it really did ever happen to me before. HEY WE SHOULD DO IT AGAIN SOMETIME! WOOTS!

so here's the thing. LOLS. i left at 8 plus to isabel's, just minutes earlier from my LITTLE NYONYA. NICENICE! then we went to discuss POA, and watched behind the scenes of HSM3 while Shuhui goes back home to makan. ahaha. it's just so incredible; she just saw the last part of the BTS where they are shooting 'high school musical' and graduating and stuffs. SHUHUI CRIED. lols ok verge of crying/ hahaha! wonder how hard she will cry when she watched the whole movie. and she just told me she REGRETTED for not tagging with us to watch HSM3.

went to the countdown, gabriel tagged along with us too. it's kind of silly; we just went down to countdown and we were back home in less than 30minutes. lols to the hell with countdowns-.- my stomach wasn't feeling well and i ate supper and drank hot chocolate. YUMMY. then we chatted in isabel's room for a long time, before me and shuhui went bathing TOGETHER at about 2 in the morning. 3rd time i bathed with her. the last was sec3 camp, i remember. haha. isabel's toilet was full of shower products that we actually chose our shower gel and shampoo.

then we watched my new HSM2 dance deluxe edition and BTS on the computer. SO FUNNY CANS. exceptme and isabel have to come up from bed to and fro to the computer to press selections-.- shuhui was simply too slow to react and was wasting time. AHAHAH. then we watched wang lee hom at 4 while that PIG SHUHUI gave up and slept like a PIG. lols we even said to cut her hair into lee hom style and blah. but she's just as dead as a log. LOLS i should have captured her face>.< me and isabel slept at 6 when the sun was beginning to rise and lighting up the sky, and when shuhui has FINISHED sleeping. got disturbed by her for a little while, but our preservarence stood and soon she was as soundly asleep as us too. woke up at almost 9 then went meeting my parents for breakfast and new year shopping. isabel and shuhui tagged along too:D

we went to breakfast at AMK there. sighs, the quality really drop le lor. quite disappointed. then we went to the big big this fashion at sun plaza, shopped for my new year clothes, but to no avail. my sis bought a shirt though, I THINK. but we had lots of fun. at one time we went in to one fitting room with one halter neck each. SO DIFFICULT TO WEAR CANS. and it was so funny we laughed and laughed and laughed in the fitting room. then we tried a few more pieces of clothes then BLAH. went popular and realised i really wanted a copy of MARLEY AND ME for my own. sighs. TOMORROW IS THE DUE DATE AND I HAVEN'T READ FINISH. I STILL HAVE BOOKS THAT ALREADY EXCEEDED THEIR DUE DATES. WTH.

went to sembawang shopping centre and decided that we don't want to wait for the long queue for free parking and went woodlands centre instead. bought new year stuffs, i like the shorts, but realised the top didn't suit me well after i tried it at home just now. just hope she will let us change into something better ba. WILL SHE EVEN REMEMBER US?! LOLS i don't even know when i should go and change my stuffs. zzz. SO MA FAN. i just wish to stay at home during the CNY hols watching tv and sleeping and blah. it's like the same la, visiting and all, just that this time there's more food, angpaos, and more pretty clothes donned. but i don't give a single damn about clothes. zzz. so frustrating that i have to find clothes i like, and at the same time suitable for the ocasion and whatever. blah. I DON'T KNOW LA.

shopped for shoes after that and didn't managed to get anything at all. but me and isabe; and shuhui fooled around in sheng siong while my parents were grocery shopping. there's wang lee hom's new album being played and isabel literally went crazy. IT WAS SO FUN LA! my 2009 started with a blast, and i just hoped it will keep on blasting. ahahaha! tootles!