sighs...

hmms.

choir sucks big time!!!
argh!!!

argh! today's not good; not good at all. and choir really sucks. my whole day is ruined because of choir. our morning assembly performance was like shit, more shit than last year, i think. ARGH. and i think i saw cedric laughing at us too. ARGH ARGH. dont care. i can't find any more passion left in this goddamn choir. and i ain't going to find it even after the leave school. I JUST DON'T CARE ANYMORE. miss choo is choir, and choir isn't choir without miss choo. at least not in my books. oh i just miss her lessons man. imagine what we were doing last year, when EXCLAMATIONS clinched the year's acaplla championships and all. it felt so good, and SO RIGHT. asnd now it doesn't feel right; not anymore. and i am super doubtful of maintaining our current standard and even getting GOLD for the upcoming syf next year. might as well don't participate at all. i just can't take it. i just can't accept the fact the miss choo's gone. well, i dont think about it most of the time, but, ya. i just hate choir today so much that i just can't help but feel that way again. maybe i'll just forget it in a moment or something, but i need to write them all out. i don't care about how comments are and whatever. and i hope i dont offend people with my words or whatever. i just feel so hopeless for choir. i feel like giving up. or have i given up? i dont know.

ava was being used by this dunno what workshop, which led choir to go to this non-air con, and most importantly, band surrounded room called the learning studio. it was once such a nice place for me, that i had always looked forward to coming to for humanities lessons where great stories about the great, or not so great people and things are told. but today, argh. i can't even concentrate. mr ong's voice was so undetectable that i decided to give up while halfway singing the difficult part of that wierd lampa song. i just literally gave up. and i don't care anymore. i really dont. but the thing was a did manage to complete my homework for the day, and blah. i dont know. argh. today's so bad.

and i don't think my mother even cared. she didn't even asked about it when i returned home with a sulky face; she didn't even asked when i shouted that choir actually do sucked/ and i think she isn't really caring; just like i'm not caring. haha. is that called an eye for an eye? hmms. but i don't care le. and i really dont. that's all. end of my super emo choir post/

a song that i listened to on the way back home, which made me feel so hopeless, and sad all over again.

i'm with you by avril lavigne

i'm standing on the bridge

i'm waiting in the dark

i thought that you'd be here by now

there's nothing but the rain

no footsteps on the ground

i'm listening but there's no sound

isn't anyone trying to find me

won't somebody come take me home

it's a damn cold night

trying to figure out this life

won't you,

take me by the hand take me somewhere new

i don't know who you are but i

i'm with you

i'm looking for a place

i'm searching for a face

is anybody here i know

cos' nothing's going right

and everything's a mess

and no one likes to be alone

isn't anyone trying to find me

won't somebody come take me home

it's a damn cold night

trying to figure out this life

won't you,

take me by the hand

take me somewhere new,

i don't know who you are but i,

i'm with you

why is everything so confusing?

maybe i'm just out of my mind~~~

yea~~~

i saw my primary school chinese teacher on the bus too. talked a little while with her and all. haha. she said not getting good results for hmt not a problem. haha. but mdm oh would confirm think otherwise. k that's the end.

QUIZTIME!!!

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

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Inside the Room of Your Soul

You Are The Group Gossip

You love your friends... And you love to talk smack about them And frankly, you just love to talk in general You're definitely the one to go to for the dirt!

What Kind of Friend Are You?

You Are As Cool As They Come

Rational and relaxed, no one could accuse you of being dramatic. You roll with the punches, and nothing ever gets you too worked up. You are able to maintain perspective and see the big picture. And even if you're emotional inside, you don't let it show. You're great at keeping it together, and you're rewarded for that. People see you as an ideal friend, employee, and partner.

Are You a Drama Queen (or King)?

You Are Pretty Happy

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How Happy Are You, Really?

You Are Boot Cut Jeans

You're fashionable and sexy - in an understated way. You're more about looking good than following the latest look of the week.

What Style of Womens Jeans Are You?

You Are Cupid

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Which of Santa's Reindeer Are You?

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion: You have high extroversion. You are outgoing and engaging, with both strangers and friends. You truly enjoy being with people and bring energy into any situation. Enthusiastic and fun, you're the first to say "let's go!" Conscientiousness: You have medium conscientiousness. You're generally good at balancing work and play. When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done. But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it. Agreeableness: You have high agreeableness. You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly. Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone. You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to experience: Your openness to new experiences is medium. You are generally broad minded when it come to new things. But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it. You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You?

What Your Taste in Music Says About You

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What Does Your Taste in Music Say About You?

Your Celebrity Sisters Are Mary-Kate and Ashley

Funky, eccentric, and offbeat You're not a good girl or a bad girl, just a weird girl

Who Are Your Celebrity Sisters?

Your Love Life is Like Titanic

"Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens, no matter how hopeless." You think that you only really have one true love in your life. And that you better to anything and everything to be with that person. You tend to be very nostalgic about past loves that didn't work out. There are many secret feelings that you keep to yourself. Your love style: Deep and emotional Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Bittersweet

What Movie Is Your Love Life Like?

You Are Paper

Crafty and creative, you are able to adapt freely to almost any situation. People tend to underestimate you, unless they've truly seen what you are capable of. Deep down, you're always scheming and thinking up new plans. Your mind is constantly active. You are quite capable of anything you dream of. You can always figure out a way to get what you want. You can wrap a rock person up in your sheet of trickery. A scissor person can sneak up and cut you to pieces. When you fight: No one can anticipate your next move If someone makes you mad: You'll attack them mercilessly when they're unprepared

Are You Rock, Paper, or Scissors?

Your Response is: Stay Calm

You don't have much of a fight or flight response. In fact, you rather do neither. You don't like getting worked up. You are able to approach most threats calmly and rationally. You don't let your emotions get the best of you!

How Do You Respond: Fight or Flight?

You Are Navy Blue

You're a true adventurer. You constantly find yourself drawn to new experiences, people, and places. Sometimes you feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, you feel a bit lost.

What Color Blue Are You?

Your Outrageous Name is:

Connie Lingus

Outrageous Name Generator

You Get Enough Sleep

Although sometimes it make not feel like it on Monday morning... You are getting enough sleep. Want to sleep better? Try wearing socks to bed and turning your clock to where you can't see it.

Do You Get Enough Sleep?

IT'S A DAMN COLD NIGHT~~~

JUST FOR LAUGHS~~~
some short interesting dialogues that happened this week that made me LOL.
it's ok if u don't understand, cos i don't think i understand too. whahahas

interesting thing number 1:
ME: hey don't you think she's a little barbaric?!?!
YL: hah? what's barbaric?!?!
ME: aiyo! go find dictionary yourself la! -_-
YL: dictionary will have meh? how come i never hear this word before?!?!
***mandy then walks pass...***
ME: *** points to mandy*** or you go ask mandy la, see whether she knows anot ;D
*** YL chased after mandy***
YL: *** looks innocently at mandy*** eh mandy, this dunno what barbaric dictionary have???

interesting thing number 2:
scene: YJ, YL, bernice and me were lunching after a meeting before going to njrc and cca(modern dance) respectively.
ME: dunno where njrc is... *** looks at YL*** you know??
BERNICE: hmms. i oso not sure where they(modern dancers) are lei. (looks at YJ) do you think they are in the hall???
YJ: hmms i dont think so ba... they(njrc) if at hall then how come so quiet de. the last practice i heard we can be heard all the way from the 1st floor .... when they are at the 6th lei.]
ME & YL: (looking at each other with big question marks above our heads)
ME: (since when modern dance got so loud?? bernice got scream until so loud de meh? from 1th floor can hear?!?!)

interesting thing number 3:
YL: (accidentally pulled out 2 tissues) wei, we cannot go njrc next tues and thurs sia... (YL gives 1 of it to YJ) na, give you.
BERNICE: why? (cannot go njrc??)
YL: (looks up innocently) oh cos i just accidentally pulled out 2 tissues then dun wan squeeze them in again so i give one to YJ lor.

ok done. haha. very very funny. not as in verberlly or visually looking at this post, but actually experiencing this nonsense. really very funny la. lols. it has been colder than ever since yesterday. ya i think i'll just alk about today first ba, since i mentioned about the cold. haha. so hmms. woke up at 5.30AM to practice math... haha. i can't afford to fail the test! and today seriously freaked me out. haha. was immediately being shouted at by shuhui when i reached class. and joel's new nike earphones rocked!!! we're starting on my favourite Hitler today for humanities. although i was super tired during the lesson, especially at the end, haha, but i came through!!! LOLS! english was the same old thing; writing some compo draft. but i thot today's was very very funny too... haha! i basically got high when planning the compo. compo title: my unforgettable shopping trip. haha. isabel then started thinking about this man making proposal to this girl when the robbery happened. then i added more drama to it by saying it's ZAC EFRON PROPOSING TO VANESSA HUDGENS, and was very high about it, which made shuhui very super annoyed. then all these ridiculous things were then drafted and corrected into a quite decent compo, until when i interrupted again saying there should be hostages and the robber will then have to take the hostages towards the exit where they could then run away and all. then jerica said THEN THE ROBBER ACCIDENTALLY FELL BACKWARDS AND GOT CAUGHT!!! whahaas!!! so dramatic and fun. and we actually did write that thing down. so yea, i wonder how the class will react when we present our draft... WHAHAHSAS!!!

math was alright. except after the test the stupid fake frog that literally woke me up was back in action again. i freaked out so much i screamed. joel went to scare shuhui with it and she cried. LOLS. ya i think that's all for today. EDIT. haha i almost forgot. we had our usual friday gathering today too. went to mac to eat mcflurry after our lunch. haha. crapped there. and i think i saw jianing. and bernice and YJ saw their pri. school friend too. lol. and that means that their pri sch. friend is friends with my pri. sch. friend now. haha!!! quite complicated. but such things do really happen. YJ left and we crapped and arm wrestled all the way. haha. so funny. then bernice and mandy went home while i accompanied shuhui to buy earsticks. went into courts and, shopped like siao. at 1st we just went in to see computers and stuffs, then mp3 players, then into THE FURNITURE AREA. we went to try every of the sofas there, the hard ones, the soft ones, and every other things you can think of. we still talked about our dreamhouse and blah. haha. we had quite the same taste lor. we even decided to go that big big ikea some day after the exams. isabel u on right? whahahas! then we went to see rice cookers, vacuum cleaners, and even refrigerators. haha. and when we went out of courts, BIG TIME. IT'S 7PM. so now u can imagine how long we yaddled there. haha. edit finished.

tuesday was racial harmony and i was the emcee. haha. big thank you to azura who borrowed me her costume! took pictures and all. later i'll try to get some and post. after that me and isabel left at 2pm for the leadership training at marsiling pri. the kids were very cute and, haha, funny. but mdm soh thought i was funnier... WL and isabel told me i almost made her laugh until the tears came out. so conclusion, quite nice week spent . haha next. pictures... some can go back to the CIP k. haha.

phew!

hellos! hmms. this week's filled with quite alot of meetings and meetings AND MORE MEETINGS. sometimes there's still rehearsals. and on thursday i got a racial harmony day rehearsal (yes, i'm the narrator, AND THE MC...>.<), and COE meeting, AND TEACHERS' DAY MEETING. so yea, quite busy, but fun too. hmms. i'm beginning to like the council more and more. and my passion for my CCA has, yea. dropped quite alot. hmms. i'm feeling quite hopeless. but nevertheless i'm still enjoying myself VERY VERY MUCH in the council. yea. that's all i think. CCA is like a chore to me now. and what's more is, i'm not going to batam. and it's not because i don't want, but i can't. ya somewhat i think. don't care le.

yesterday was also very fun. i had another rehearsal, and yes, another sec3 meeting. but i was taken away to count $$$ for the teachers' day thing. i wonder where's the money from our class though... hmms... after that weiloke joel and me went to the library to borrow some photoshop books for dummies... haha. i admit i'm a dummy at photoshop and blah. i really am. cos despite me taking the correct version de book, i still can't seem to figure out how to play with it. yes. really. but i was right for trusting isabel. haha. i chose the CS3 de guide. and weiloke still bought joel that cool cool nike earphones! SO NICE! but i think i prefer sony ba/ and we saw mr loh with 3 other FEMALE TEAchers!!! lols!!! on the way home there's a wierd guy who seriously freaked me out. i forgot what happened le, but i know i was seriously freaked out. but after the escalator, i think i forgot all about it. haha. so yea. that's all i think

i will post last week's cip and some pictures when i reach ahma's house later. i decided on doing a video or something compiling all the TW de photos ba. i think it's more easier than just dragging the photos around blogger. so ya, i'll try my best. :P

hellos!!! just got back from this whole school CIP on saturday. and we had hell lots of fun!!! woots! we collected alot of newspapers and junks la. and me and shuhui even had fun stepping flat all the aluminium cans that were collected by one of the groups. after that we went to eat at the coffee shop near shuhui's. YL's class so pitiful la. so late the stupid truck haven't come. then in the end they dunno is go where de mac eat lor. zzz.

yesterday was also quite fun. we had to eat nasi lemak using our hands, like the muslims. haha it sure was difficult; but it was yet fun and delicious. i even get to lick up the remnants left on my fingers!!! whahahas!!! spent almost the whole day at fo tang yesterday ba. not really anything unusual or whatever happened.

today was the student leaders' investiture. wahh i was so excited and so nervous. luckily nothing bad cropped up. i didn't even make a fool out of myself!!! haha! stayed back rehearsing the racial harmony skit with mrs lee and the rest. and the staff rooms' cushion was so comfy lor!!! i can almost fall asleep there. LOLS. got down to do some counsillor stuffs and finally our voting slips and criteria for teachers' day was done up and sent for printing. THANK YOU ZACK AND MDM SOH! zack's the guy in com lab 1. haha. he helped us a great deal la... despite me making his computer kena virus... but i think he can handle it himself... >.< haha. SORRY!

and i'll upload the pictures hopefully in another day. my phone is not recognized by my computer today. should give it a rest i think. AND I ALSO NEED A REST FROM ALL THE REFORMATTING AND STUFFS! k bye bye!!! HSM3 here i come!!! woots!!!

long time no post ><

HELLOS!!! i haven't been blogging for such a long long time... zzz and now i'm still wondering how to collate the 1000+++ picutres me and my aunt and ivan kor took in taiwan. should i post?!???? i'm feeling too lazy too... and i dont even have the time to post i think. hmms. school's been so good for the past err, 2+ weeks. i've been continueing sitting for isabel, whose craziness cracks me up everyday. LOLS same frequency and blah. just like YOHANNIS. oh I MISS YOHANNIS! dunno how she's doing with her studies now? ALL THE BEST!!! and oh, i like your koala! haha. so yea. school's been great and i've been volunteering alot for those counsillor work. hopefully i wont get too immersed in them ba. the council is getting more fun each day. (except i have to pull my socks up higher... >.<) so yea, everything's great. i even went for oral le. i'll just keep my fingers crossed. cos the more i think about it, the more i'm thinking i'm not going to do well. ARGH. bye bye. will try my best to post. if dun wan oso can la. tell me in tagboard ba. haha.