hi there~ i'm now quite focused on my studies... yeps. studies/ but i'm still feeling quite hopeless for my science. but somehow the EOY 2006science paper given to us today for somewhat a mock exam was kind of encouraging... a had desirable results.... MCQ 27/30. WOOTS! haha. but i heard last year's paper was an easy one. so... hmms. hopefully it applies to this year's too. =) today was sort of a "test-day" or something. Music we had an assignment. then chinese hu laoshi gave us gonghan to do... then science we had this paper. oh yah, we were also given a part of the EOY 2005 literature paper. man, the prose was difficult. i don't even know what it's talking about?? haha feeling quite hopeless about it actually. didn't do much of that paper during that one hour. so did everyone. but the teacher doesn't even care. so why must we care so much? afterall i guess he "teaches" because he's a teacher. and leaves after the bell ring. wth? the teacher's the 1st one to leave the class... faster than the students sia. i know. wth./ better not kena him as our english teacher next year. YIKES! *** no offence***


bernice was to stay back with weiting for this math buddy thing. i stayed on with her while the rest went to YL's first. wells i guess this was the most well spent tuesdays of all tuesdays i had. =) after the math "remedial" me and bernice went to YL's. 1st song i heard: INNOCENCE by AVRIL LAVIGNE. haha i never knew YL has this song in her phone lor... zzz and i just found out Bernice also like this song!!! LOLS i am again INTO this avril lavigne thing again. nahh this will not last long... just that i've now succeeded uploading them into my mp3... MUAHAHA. after eating we went into YL's room and started our MUGGING. haha. i seemed to be more focused when studying with friends. especially with SERIOUS friends. there's no way i can study in front of Shuhui. haha i get influenced by my friends easily somehow... haha yes, today's serious revision we're doing. and i can proudly say that we have made use of our time WISELY. more of this. we'll have. and i'm seeing a new light in studying now... my plan: to study together, but memorizing should be done at most a day before the exam, so that the notes can still be fresh in the head. yes. and i'm going to achieve that. HUAHUAHUA. and i've realised something. i can actually manage to study even when my mp3 is blasting off in my ears! lols probably because those music are more pleasing to the ears than bernice and mandy's "loud-memorizing-notes" voices.

grabbed "innocence" and "qiang qiang" mp3 on YL's phone before going back... heez. and of course i had to sacrifice somthing... and after a discussion or somewhat a debate with Bernice, i've actually decided to get rid of "you are the music in me" by GABRIELLA AND TROY. :( cos I CAN'T POSSIBLY DELETE EVERYDAY AND I GOTTA GO MY OWN WAY away!!! there's absolutely NO WAY!!! WHAHAHAS. sent Bernice to the 962 bus stop while Boon yain and Mandy went home together. cousins came just now to play candles. and i was like wth? i was forced to play(but eventually i didn't), got hit on the arm AT THE SAME SPOT for SOME couple of time. and yea... nagged to eat, nagged to bath and blah3. hmms. LIFE COULDN'T BE BETTER? HAHA and lastly HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!( although i dont eat them...) >.<

phew! this is somewhat the end of my tiring one week. wells, i've been mugging... and have somewhat been addicted to reading books all over again... wells. im not too sure. CW is supposed to have this playing of candles thingy at her house area but i can't go. SORRY CW~ today was our 1st EOY paper... english. was quite alright. i managed to answer without much difficulties? Mdm Chang was the setter though. i guess this also gives me a boost of confidence to do better? maybe... and THANK YOU MDM CHANG FOR YOUR PEN! =)

hmms. i don't think there's much to post today... somewhat disappointed yanjun can't make it for lunch together... but nonetheless there's still Bernice Mandy and YL. =) i still can't manage to find this Mdm Baya. hmms. she's got my name and class, so i must find her no matter what. but where is she everytime?! i called her for 2 days cpnsecutively le, but i'm still given this hold tune or something. literally NO ONE picks up the phone. wth. oh yea the lot of us went to sign up for this OGL thing. hopefully everyone can get their OGLs role next year ba. i wouldn't want to be in the commitee group lor... i don't think it will be as fun as the OGLs and hopefully the sec1s next year can be more enthu?

we ate lunch at pizza hut. i'm quite surprised there's actually food for me to eat. haha THANKS YL AND MANDY AND BERNICE FOR CHECKING FOR ME THE FOOD 1ST BEFORE DECIDING ON WHERE TO EAT! thank you very much~ i really appreciate it la... but it's quite ex though... cos we added another pan hutter or whatever... basically it's a plate of fried food. AND CHILL. I EAT THE WAFFLE POTATO THAT I CAN EAT ONLY. haha. but mom's was much nicer... =) ate the veggie pan pizza. quite nice. i realised they added butter on the pizza too. quite oily la. but the mushroom soup is also very nice! but i like Roma Deli's better. next time i will bring them there. hopefully if there's time... exams have just started and i just wish they would end soon! cos end of the EOY will mean "intense" practising of four hand play with YJ, and maybe tuition for my sis and her friends and whatever. im not too sure myself. but my mom promised to give me salary. wells. although i feel bad about it... let's just see when the time comes ba. =)

hi!!! i'm back again!!! LOLS im so sleepy now but have just ate. can't sleep with a bloated stomach... hmms. although tiring, i think i had much fun. the day just whizzed past for me. learnt about this cyberbully at character development today... i realised small little things that are posted in the internet are somewhat offensive. sighs. that's some disadvantages of the internet. sometimes i really hate the internet. haha. we had half hour of time left after our CD lesson, and was practising singing for today's competition with Mandy. we decided to sing si lu by liang jing ru. lols not bad ba not bad ba... every 2/8 groups went into the competition so there's about 3 to 4 teams to practice with. we just went crazy singing and listening to our groups as we ran around the class, going through the groups one by one. haha it was definitely fun. math was alright. we had to be film saying the manipulatives again as Miss Lim did not record the previous time (i think... ). we went straight to the toilet to sing again. haha today the toilet don't seem to be very crammed with people but Joelle Wenzi and Weiting came by to support us. haha they were also shocked and were like WHAT ARE YOU DOING EATING IN THE TOILET?!?!" HAHA but they still ate my bread nonetheless IN THE TOILET.

the rest was BLAH. we invited mdm chang to support us after she spotted us "reading" chinese materials... haha excuses... all excuses actually... :P school ended and we walked to our usual kopitiam to buy french fries. this time the uncle was generous. he gave us so much more compared to previous weeks... =) THANKS! walked with YJ they all to republic poly. YJ and i were obviously taking our own sweet time... and after meeting up with LM she was rushing us to walk faster...haha. chill LM~ changed together in the big bathroom with LM, YJ and BY. haha was quite malu... but aiya dun care la. got a shock cos we didn't lock the door. when mandy and YL arrived they pulled open the door... we were screaming like hell. lucky we hadn't changed out of our clothes yet... but... it's SCARY./ me and YJ were still taking our own sweet time... sitting chatting singing blah3. YJ somewhat "proposed" to me. haha we were very close today i dont know why la. but i somehow enojoyed it very much. =) an she was telling everyone i'm her new wife. so funny!!! haha walked with her linking hands... haha did alot of funny poses while walking around the pool or something. she was really HIGH~ today. rished back to school to have our competition. sang. got 2nd prize. =) special appearance was Yohannis though. YOHANNIS YOU SANG WELL. ALTHOUGH YOU WERE FASTING. LOLS. mandy kept our prize and promised to treat me makan back. LOLS actually i asked for it de la... =) haha have to cut short as im offing soon. sorry for not posting in details! I SO LURVE TODAY!!!

hihi~ LOLS life's tiring right after school starts. more past years EOY math papers for our class, while we recieved nothing yet for my pathetic and most worrying subject of all, SCIENCE. we haven't even complete our syballus yet. hopefully i can score well this time? i'm not too sure myself. no offence, but it's the teacher i dont trust. i'm not sure, but i tend to fall asleep, or do other things in her class. i'm sorry. but i can't help it. i don't know when our last chapter will be done, seeing that there's about 3 more tiring weeks to go, before the EOY commences. and that's when it gets REAL TIRING. i'll stay up late to study as usual. haha well they say to get enough sleep before exams, but i doubt so. studying last minute somehow makes everything stucked into my head for only ONE DAY, then i can be chunk everything i studied aside. hmms. i don't know. but i 'll just try to make the best out of myself? GAMBATE EVERYONE~

as i said, school was tiring. but i kept hogging on my computer and did not get things done more faster, so that i can get sleep earlier. and that makes my mother worry. and there'll be many... err. sort of problems of me staying back in school and all. sighs. and i think what's worse is that despite me knowing all these, I STILL KEPT TYPING. can't help it. SORRY! :P

school today was fine, but boring. tuesdays are the most boring day of the school days. i can literally sleep the whole 4 hours after recess. or sms? hmms. i not marked for today's morning check though. somewhat spoiled my whole day. no offence, but... sighs. it's ok. i just feel i came for nothing that's all. and i have to admit, although i'm SOMEWHAT wrong, i was quite pissed.
don't know why, but i kind of feel awkward somehow today while doing duty with WL. felt kind of uncomfortable. haha we didn't talk. and i dont like the somewhat suspense at all, although i somewhat dont know what we're going to talk about if we start conversing? wells i dont know. i dont feel right with the peeps in student council somehow. it's a wierd feeling, i dont know. there's silent reading today, and i went back to join my class straight after morning duty. i mean, what's the point staying there with people that... hmms. make you feel uncomfortable? or is it me? wells i dont really care. form teacher period and all. mdm ng didn't come today, so summing up we had 3 free periods. we singing in the toilet at recess. haha recieved alot of weird looks from epople but, who cares. i mean, i'm having fun and i'm not alone. so who cares? hahachinese was after recess. and i was quite focused today. mel and shuhui were doing up encouragement boards for the karaoke session today and was caught by the teacher unfortunately. haha but thanks! geography was like a "let's-go-to-sleep-i'll-make-it-easier-by-going-through-my-powerpoint-slides" lesson. everyone was literally dozing off. no matter how loud the teacher speaks. science. i guess i said all i wanted to say earlier. so. it's the same la. all science lessons are the same. i guess i wont elaborate on that... ;) literature lesson was quite meaningful today. we did EOY papers today. ate with HUANG ZU members, unfortunately excluding mel and ling mei, as they are going for their suzhou exchange briefing. 4 plates of vegetarian noodles, how's that. and i have to agree with yan jun, it's really salty sometimes. sighs. i wish we will have more gatherings, or whatever like that, regardless it's just to eat, or every study, i dont mind. spending quality time together and that's what matters? ha. i've learnt to cherish nowadays. more MATURED, I THINK? =) karaoke session was alright. dont want to elaborate le. well done everyone! GAMBATE results will be out tomorrow. haha. we'll see how then. and till then. bye.