yo! im tired~ im stressed~ ARGH! sighs. tell me, am i worrying too much or im i really thinking about things that are seriously worrying? math haven do, theory haven do, still owe cher work somemore, pianmo haven practice, in the mist of preparing for acapella fest, teachers' day is so tiring today, haven even eat yet... i can't take it la sianz...wan to destress oso like very difficult... play music then another ugly piece or piano playing will surface... it's like WHAT THE HELL?!?! sighs. TOLERATE!!! yanjun must help me with my theory!!! i dont even want to eat now. sighs. i dont know what's my problem will everything be alright tomorrow? i think im getting more and more depressed and emotional. sianz. and i doubt my food can digest well if i keep thinking like this. at least i know mom and dad will not understand. hopfully the holidays will come sooner? or will i have MORE things to do in the holidays? ARGH!!!

ok whatever. let's see... yesterday. went home and sleep. and got up. and did my math. which i realised i can't do questions that i thought it's easy. AND I HAVE MORE TODAY. sigh. that's all for yesterday. i can't remember quite well.

todday was HELLISH./ although i meet some interesting and cute peeps along the way.... but it's real tiring la. school was alright i think... managed to understand my math with some help from mandy and yan jun THANKS MANDY AND YAN JUN!!! art was quite slack... one whole period was somewhat wasted as aishah went to print the materials. HAHA. we drew MNM chocolates with shading things today... dont know why, but YL seemed quite peck chek today. and i guess i know the reason why. i feel so sad and angry. i wondered why i can meet such hypocrite,jerk. math was alright. except i was being called up by miss lim to identify something i missed out. sianz la. I FORGET TO LABEL THE LINE. wtf. i took about 5mins to realise my mistake. and miss lim was like teasing~ =_= after recess was all homec. i think YL was cheered up or whatever. cooked the muffins... mel's and shuhui's looked quite nice... so was dhivyen's... but too bad i can't eat. was quite tempted though. haha I MUST SUCCUMB TO TEMPTATIONS!!! but i suddenly have a feeling of going to pastamania to eat... haha I can't succumb to temptations afterall... but i din managed to go there to makan la... maybe friday, peeps? hmms i dont know~ went to choir and so peeps so i decided to pop in to play some pieces from jay's movie. nice la. but i wonder how much time i will take to master everything with so many things going on. i dont even have time to practice my exam pieces let alone these "good for nothing" ppieces? (no offence) then went for counsillor... was pasting and pasting and pasting and walking round and whatevering all the while... and it lasted for hours. no wonder i have whole body ache now. it feels so depressing.i feel that i can't focus on my work with all these aches... even if i managed to do it, i will not do a good job out of it... sighs. my piano i die le... i can sense the smell of death??? sighs. i dont know what to do... i just want to sleep. ZZZZ

hellos~ going to blog about saturday and sunday... supposedly was going to go kbox with the HUANG ZU peeps. but sonething cropped up and we decided to cancel the whole thing. wells. i was disappointed. but i understand. SHUHUI ALL THE WAY! and the emo days aren't over yet. i dont know when it will last till... probably thursday? i wish it was good news though. ok nvm~ i know this can't be understood ** insider story***

ok then. saturday's piano was cancelled. which was a great thing. haha. went to vista point to makan with Yuen Lam then went to her mother's friend's house to rehearse our coming wednesday's homec practical. it was fun la... that aunty was really nice, and GOOD. she taught us how to do stuffs... did all the calculations... provided the flour(i think...) measured everything nicely for us... so what we're going to do on wednesdays is just to sieve the flour and mix everything together that's all. haha. and our end product tastes just as great... i think i will post up some pictures after this ba... =)

after everything was cancelled i've got backup activities la... so it's like... haha no worries... xD went to watch movies with Yohannis and Cedric lor... they had flag day and was supposed to meet straight after but i was enjoying the muffins so much i think i lost track of time? hmms. sso cedric bought the tickets first while Yohannis went home just for the sake of going home, and went out again to meet us after playing the keybaord or something? haha. that's called time management... WHAHAHAS! we watched Hairspray. HMMS. i kinda dont like it. it sucks seeing Zac Efron doing stuffs with ANOTHER girl except VANESSA. haha yes, your right... im kind of obssessed with the whole high school musical over again. season 2? NICE. that's all i can say... haha wait for 9september ba for those who havent watch! xD ok nvm~ we still had alot of time to spare first before the movies starts so we went around shopping in KIDDY PALACE. where we play those tiny little keyboards and stuffs... i even got shoot by a toygun. yes. thanks cedric =_= then we went to metro after that. loitered around la... then Yohannis and i decided to play some game and ran away from that cedric who's dunno heading where... toys department i think... WHAHAHAS!!! we went to the 2nd floor, armed with our "guns" and loitered around the women's undergarment section until he called. WHAHAHS!!! FUNNY LOR. cedric was like so paiseh... so fun la!

me and yohannis were all deciding whether to take neoprints or not... but nahh... not enough money la... haha then went into minibits where i have to find that *thing* couldn't find it, and moreover the salegirl SUCKS. and left that shop looking so ever dejected. sian lor... i just felt like crying all over again. but wells... nvm~ watched hairspray la... the songs were damn nice. that nikki whatever de was cute la... it's just that i dont like her with Zac and all... yea. VANESSA would be great. ok whatever. got poked almost all the way throughout the movie by cedric though. so he too provided some sort of entertainment. hmms. i think i doubt it. haha ph ya THANK YOU CEDRIC FOR TREATING US POPCORN AND ICE LEMON TEA! woots!!!

went back home after that lor and blah3. i forgot le.

sunday was... hmms. started my day bright and early, with so much unwillingness, though. i just dont like people calling me awake or whatever... haha especially SHAKING me awake. durh. ok whatever. went for youth class and surprisingly i found that a have like nothing to do? hmms. not that i have nothing, it's just that i dont feel like doing it. but i did most of that math self practice worksheet anyways. knocked on the table when we learning our lijie... haha i wasn't supposed to knock on it, but it just flew onto my head. still hurts lor... i think got blue black le... haha blue black on forehead? hmms. cheng quan was quite alright. they used the teachings in the bible to sort of link it up with our teachings... haha i guess i will have something to say to cedric about my religion afterall!!! hha just you wait. =) oh yea THANKS QIQI FOR HELPING ME MEMORIZE THE CHAPTERS AND WHATEVER IT WAS IN THE BIBLE THING. treat bubble teat next time? hmms. WAIT LONG LONG BA.

lunch was delicious. ate 2 bowls of the noodles. nice la. i wonder how they prepared. haha. had to somewhat rush to TAPAC for rehearsal for Acapella Fest. but ended up reaching the esplanade area at 2... so went to shop around there la... the McFields' cookies were DAMN NICE lor. that $1.90 is definitely worth it, ah yi... AND THANK YOU AH YI FOR TREATING ME TO SUCH WONDERFUL COOKIES!!! ya la... i was really tempted to buy the chocolates... and ice creams... and even the TATAMI MATS? haha. kidding~ went to TAPAC. Sheng Ming couldn't come. sianz. then it's like we can't do anything GREAT without him? and was dismissed after not even 1hr. was quite pissed la, to be true. but... sighs. DUNNO LA! went to ah ma house and slept. then woke up go home and ate and bath and now im here. ok i guess that's all for now~ ***peace***

hellos~ im having a real fun day today... LOLS i think most of it is thanks to Bernice ba... i kinda like her "brain damage" mood today... makes everyone laughs SO MUCH. really. lols shuhui ah... u didn't join us... or else i think it will be much more fun =) sighs. i dont know why, i feel so happy today... too hyped up le i think... even in science lesson today... thanks to Dennis!!! WHAHAHAS!!! i will not forget wat happened today de. dont worry... LOLS ok nvm~

went to eat with bernice and yan jun they all... nice la... really very long nv eat with yan jun le lor!!! LOLS i think this should be the 1st time we eat together this year??? hmms... was torn between eating in gelare or pastamania... since gelare have half price... but nahh... too many people... went to pastamania eat... and just realised there's like 3 bubble tea shops in causeway point, and IN THE SAME LEVEL SOMEMORE... went to try the dunno what... i forget the name le... quite ok la haha... not as sweet... and it's low fat somemore!!! WHAHAHAS!!! but quite ex la...

went to meet the others at pastamania... then makan-ed. i tried out the "back by popular demand" brocolli baked rice... haha quite nice... LOLs really la... the cheese was good. but too much? i guess so... the others ate our all time favourite POMODORO!!! lols it's like suddenly everyone loves being vegetarian? but seriously, pomodoro ROCKS. ate peacefully... making melody think it's like SO QUIET!!! haha. and she's the one to sort of break the silence. haha but crapped alot ofter finish eating... rotted in pastamania until 4.30pm... somewhat catching on old times... treasure and cherishing the good times... being so happy around each other and blh3. this just feels great. i laughed alot today... bernice was so blur today that her blurness kind of liven up the whole atmosphere. haha NICE ONE BERNICE!!! haha the 1st time i see bernice being somewhat stupid sorry bernice. i know you'll be alright tomorrow... haha cos everything that i said, only yan jun seemed to understand me... haha the others were like "huh?" haha then shooting so many cute and nonsensical questions that made everyone laughed... and i wont forget, yan jun... the "nice posture" or whatever u "taught" me today... after being slapped on the leg by yan jun for 8 times according to herself, i managed to keep my legs closed. but after a while it went back to normal again... and i got slapped again before i closed them without her noticing. MAN SHE WAS FAST. haha lucky there's no 5 fingered whatever. ERNICE WAS CUTE TODAY LA!!! haha dont wish to elaborate much... but these happy and wonderful memories will be etched deeply in my heart? lols i think i got to go le... last test tomorrow... GAMBATE!!! whees~~~ kbox and movies after that... and when i say MOVIES, i meant MOVIES. CHEERS!~!!

haha thot i'd just post something funny... LOLs

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOHANNIS'

MOTHER !!!

AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MANDY'S

MOTHER!!!

haha hellos~ quite some time didn't post le... AND THAT YUEN LAM IS PESTERING ME... sighs. wat to do but to post? haha luckily i have SOMETHING to post. today school's national day celebrations and stuffs. SIANZ. i think the presence of the new "you- know-who" has made lives worser for everyone. wore a red shirt to school.. sorry bernice for asking u to bring one more for me and i didn't wear it. IM SORRY! parade was kinda cool. Benson shout so loud haha. then im imagining whether he will make it to command the ndp parade a few years on the road ahead? wells i don't even know him well. but i think he did it well la... haha at least he did not faint? WHAHAHAHS!! ok nvm~ then we went up to the backstage there gather for our LAST performance. sianz. then obviously there's no space at backstage anymore and we went to the back of the hall to watch the performance first, which was a good thing. haha. sec1/5 rocks!!! their lyrics and melody is quite nice... haha and they won 1st la... lols they deserved it. JIAYOUS! i even saw hawa!!! she didn't even tell me she can play the guitar. OR AN ELECTRIC GUITAR! lols went to the backstage after hawa's performance then was looking at shuai ges or whatever with yohannis. haha she literally went crazy or something... HAHA sang for about half and hour to like... 40 mins? had alot of fun. but i think last year's was much nicer, people were much high-er and there are no sort of whatever "no running around" restrictions, or "no coming on stage unless choir or ne champs" rule to restrict the students. i still rmb last year everyone literally went crazy and formed the snakes or whatever that was called the ran up and down the stage and all. HAHA but i think this was the most successful sing-along session. haha partly because today's the somewhat actual celebration day, and we have a half day off which means no lessons, focus studies or whatsoever... so people can just put their troubles away and GET HIGH WITH US!!! haha. sang alot until my throat was about to burst.

was supposed to go for the lunch with the debaters with mdm chang... cos we're in the finals she wanted to treat us... but in the end she can't make it cos she's having a fever, as told by
vinus. wells nvm then~ but GET WELL SOON MDM CHANG!!! decided to watch a movie and eat out with yohannis and cedric. ate ya kun toast. NICE LA. so long never eat le. their ice lemon tea's quite nice too. then that stupid cedric was so bored that he somewhat mixed my lemon tea with kaya. luckily i had drank most of the drnk or else i will ask him for the $$$ back... lols played worms forts with cedric via bluetooth, and god knows how he does it. but i won in the end~ whees~

decided to watch SECRET... jay chou's new movie. and it rocked ALOT. very touching... the twist of the story is very TWISTY. err. ya. u would expect that... that... (haha i'll leave that for u to watch yourselves. dont spoil the fun) yohanis cried for a bit, i... hmms. dont know leiis. on the verge le? even cedric felt like crying or something~ it's worth the money la. as he had said. the plot was real good. and most importantly, the piano skills were SUBERB. if i was to practise the piano everyday and blah, i think i will have made it to that level??? haha if only there's no school... my piano will be suberb i guess? there's really no time for me to practise my piano or watever. and i think im losing th patience, or even Miss Chong is losing it. SiGHS. IM SORRY. common tests are coming, theory exams at november i guess, piano practical exams next year much. AND I SUCKED AT EVERY SONG AND SCALES EVEN. i plan to read finish my ahrry potter fast. OK I KNOW IM SLOW. but i dont think if i read finish le i will have the time to do my notes and revise and blah3. so, I HAVEN'T COME TO A DICESION YET. so see how it goes ba...

TIL ANOTHER LONG PERIOD OF POST-LESS DAYS, BYE.