today is a badd day. sigh. i dont know where to begin. just heard my mom said. low grades= grounded+no computer. sigh. i wonder whether it's true. I SERIOUSLY DON'T WANT IT TO HAPPEN!!! I STILL WANT TO GO WILD WILD WET!!! PLEASE!!! sigh. my results are like shit. there's only literature and history to depend on now. please. god bless... i want to go out during the hols!!! ARGH!!! i want to cry le... the whole day in school, especially after geography, i was in a bad mood... tried to laugh it off but can't. i really can't. i still have to listen to yohannis cry over the phone? sigh. i couldn't make someone else's mood better when i'm still crying inside. who knows what my mother will react when she saw the effing results? geography... oh my god. i've never failed a subject before, man. it's just hard to believe it. did i use away all my luck? or is my golden age period gone? but all i want is to go out. and i am not confident mom will say "yes". i am feeling so bad now. results i got are somewhat killing the real me. im scared la. sigh. i think it will be better soon. it will be great to let mom see this, to let mom know how i feel. please don't ground me... i still want to have fun. mom won't beat me or whatever for the results i get. she doesn't give the pressure. that is probably the reason i am feeling guilty now. wo dui bu qi wo mama. get it? but what exactly do i want now? i seriously don't know. i want to go out!!!i want to enjoy myself!!! but not with those effing results. i am not worth to go out and enjoy. but i want to go!!! sigh i don't know. best is that i get good grades for literature and history to cover up the hiccups in geography. ok. i think im feeling better. haha. the future is unpredictable. but i can just hope for the best. god bless, i still have tomorrow to look forward to.

hihi! wow i had such a fun time yesterday/ well not the WHOLE of yesterday, actually... HL was better this time, though. not aerobics anymore! YAHOO! we went to walk... i was exeptionally high yesterday lar... but almost lost my voice while competing with shuhui's xtra loud voice... whahahas ***no offence*** and i actually sweat quite alot while walking. people say this means that you are really exercising, but i doubt it; i think i sweat because i talk, or shout too much. LOL science was as usual boring class. durh. i expectedly it la. how fun will science lesson be? still got the dunno what PBL. sianz~ then math Miss Lim go give us pretest. walao! shocked lor! confirm get 0 de la... some qns last year got learn, but all forget liao... factorize... i was like what the hell is THAT?! aiya all anyhow do de... sigh. i think break record liao lor... 0 out of 30 marks. i should cut down on my heavy consumption of eggs nowadays... sigh now i realised sec2 will not EVER be as carefree as sec1 life le... maths is getting more and more difficult. sigh god bless... i must be able to cope. chinese still got test lor. sigh. cher say no need revise, cos nothing to revise one... then suddenly go add one more section dunno what is that la... must ans how to present the answer or whatever. that one i think i flunked it la. but the others i think should be ok ba? i don't want to get those %*$^(%# results like i did for maths and science you know... i'd better score for that paper... excluding the one that i flunked... LOL we were let off at almost 1. stayed back cos got the sec2 streaming thing at 5.30. then must wait for bernice and yan jun they all til 2 before eating much. 1st lunch with bernice and yan jun lor... so long never eat lunch tgt liao... but oso very stupid la that lunch. actually is 3 go back school de then they say 2.30 must go back le... din even let them have a proper lunch... what's worse is that bernice didn't even eat! sigh nvm la... drank honey milk tea again! woohoo so nice lor! i've been drinking this particular drink for about... 3 consecutive days? whahahas. I WANT MORE!!! oh yeah, b4 that lunch thing shuhui actually bought the BBT prince's EP!!! wakaos. she took the 1st, and the only one that mj imported in lor! humph! then CD-Rama oso dun have a shit. aiya don't care. me and boon yain ask them chop for us 2 le... im determined to get prince!! whahahas... after lunch went to library see that old woman again... just as expected, she really came to spot check us lor. sigh. are we really that noisy? LOL but what's lucky is SHE DIN SCOLD US AT ALL! just stare. whatever~ then went to meet mom in school lor. yan jun so good can go home no need go for the talk. cos she stay in msia mah... ling mei's ma oso got come. bernice one oso. they din even take attendance\i shouldn't have went lor. aiya but dun care le. got my options liao. geog/ss, double sci(chem/phy) triple math(a/e math, POA) and the 2 languages lor. 8 subjects. PERFECTO~
SIGH. at night. that's the worse part. i miss that cute tiny little kitty... poor thing la. struggling outside the cold void deck. mom allowed us to take it home. i carried it back with an angpao... go my ahma hse. she's like just the size of your hand, excluding your arm, please. omgf/ she died anyways. i dun feel like giving it in details. sigh. pang weilun. idiot lor... omg. then CW still pair up with him to trick me. through the phone still... what's funny is that DiDi oso go tok tok wit them seh. whahahas. cute. sigh i miss the kitty...

hellos!!! im like so free to blog?? but no la, just come up for fun. using my last bits of time to blog only. today still ok la, english and lit all so boring. it's like nothing to do one lor. i pity the english teacher la... she's just too good... we all bully her then take her for granted... yah, i can admit that. then that lit i oso dunno what the hell the cher toking about lor. all crap la... then i go read the lit TB din even hear him tok crap... dots... geo we were supposed to act out the dunno what stuffs. i was quite surprised miss haslinda still remembered. haha, the cue to our class that she's not to be fooled or whatever. but im still liking her more and more. LOL i dunno la. chinese the cher still made "jokes" for us lor... but all her "jokes" in the end still got moral de... moral of the "joke" whahahas... quite weird la, but nvm~ woots! then choir... that miss wendy woon or whatever came. miss choo din even come lor... i think this miss woon quite free one lor. she still stay back wit us til 4+ usually miss choo just stay till about 3 liddat? aiya dun care... then miss woon still got tatoos one lor... LOL but her teaching quite good la. we sang quite well today. then I ATE ANOTHER CARAMEL BISCUIT TODAY! THANKS TAUFIQ!!! woots!!! tastes just as great! just gave me a boost of energy... after choir still need stay back for dunno what commity meeting... quite surprised im a part of the commity liao lor. i dun usually very enthu this kinda stuffs de la... but nvm la got CW all that. must coorperate with them, if not everyone get into trouble le... yea so good the choir camp changed to 12 march le! no need cancel or do whatever thing to my piano! thank heavens, cos i don't even know what my mom will react. but i think she'll be like "ALL MY $$$!!!" WHAHAA... sigh gtg liao la... tmr stillg to that stupid SAIL test... haven memorize yet lor what u expect... dunno when the last group going to debate lors... faster debate lehs drag so long liao lor. if wan drag then drag mine what. LOL lucky i did quite well la... haha which was VERY LUCKY. really very lucky. LOL okies bye bye.

hello there!!! gong xi fa cai ang pao kuai kuai lai!!! whahahas! i finally decided to post again... although i have time but dont really feel like blogging still... LOL well celebrations on friday weren't quite like celebrations... lesson are still on, there's still science... and HL... ekkk! but i was kinda disappointed why the school didn't invite performers from outside to do the concert. last year's was the best, from all the school concerts or whatever things i've got. but nevertheless, there's still Mr. Kok as the cai shen ye... whahahas. quite surprised la, when he threw the sweets, i was kiinda shunning away rather than to catch the sweets... it's like... wahh falling sweets! RUN FOR YOUR LIVES!
before reunion dinner we still went for last minute shopping at cwp. really got buy until things lor! don;t know why, but i feel that mom was exceptionally "wealthy" or whatever. she agreed on buying things we wanted, which was a good thing. whahahas/ working moms really is something. we bought quite alot la. enough to let my dad say we "spend $$$ very fast hahs?!" (even my mom) but this doesn't happen all the time, of course, or else my dad would be bankrupt by then. LOL reunion dinner on sat was not bad la... it's the same thing as usual. but the combinations that you only get to eat once a year. and it's HOME-MADE. LOL we have steamboat as usual. this was the first time in my life that i've ever felt SO BLOATED. i didn't eat a thing at all til the next morning, although i slept at 5am. it's kinda weird, hurhs? people usually wake up 5 in the morning or whatever, but we watched hana kimi or something liddat the whole "morning". nice la, that show. i was finding wu zun more and more shuai... whahahas. then we from 5 slept til 11 lor. was i lacking of sleep? well i don't know. but i wasn't feeling tired la. we then continued watching hana kimi lor... then played computer blah blah blah... P.S. we dont usually go out until late afternoon, and stayed up very late during the New Year =) ate alot of junks la. i am confident that i'll gain weight after new year. LOTS, maybe/ LOL (im quite positive about the new year yeas?) well i dont care. this is a chance of a LIFETIME. ok maybe im exaggerating too much, but this is the time when parents dont usually care on what their children eat. well on a conclusion i've got angpaos. a whole lot of them. but wonder if the amount of MONEY will be as satisfying as the amount of ANGPAOS?

ok bought a new camera, so expect more photos to be uploaded ba. but some #$^*)%@@^* have been disturbing me for a whole while and i really can' take it anymore. post the pictures later ba... or i think one of the %&*% will post in her blog? bleah. i dont care. im going to explode soon. heyy it's my turn to play the computer. ARGH!!

haiz. pissed off. got somewhat scolded by joyce td early in the morning. dunno what's wrong with her. so what she got test? got test oso not my problem still scream at me. walao she think i what lor. DURH. i bo shuang liao. ruined my whole day. my science also like shit lor. sigh. dunno how to tell me mom seh. although she wun scold me... but, i just feel very guilty. but i did study for it. td feel like crying all day long. sigh. it's just a bad day. stayed for class deco today. mandy la... she ps me lor. everyday go home bath... LOL sigh. then before that i go see the REAL THING acapella perform. quite good la. i forget to bring hp to record it then faster rushed up LOL knock until a few peeps la... *sry...* but i still got emergency break one hor! then faster rush down watch them lor. cannot really hear the boys part la, honestly... overall quite ok la. then returned to the class then heard ling mei and shuhui fight. but they not after 30 mins then ok liao lor. LOL sometimes they all hahs... hais... then mason still saw something funny... whahahas! i will still laugh when i think about it. walaos... tmr valentine's. confirm got one valentines gift liao... geo test. whahahas ok lame. but really, a geo test tmr! and i haven studied for it yet!!! i musn't get low grades liao lor/ science is like shit. math is... ermm... i dunno how to say... then eng... haven test but td cher say i've got the potential woohoo!!! LOL ok fine bleahs.

hellos... im going to start with the children in thailand in this post, then it's the end. well let me talk about today first. yanjun still didn't come to school. bernice told us something that made shuhui cried(she's just on the extent, she was the only one crying.) we decided to look for miss lim to see how can she help haha. i don't know, but it feels somewhat awkward and we were like going errr, ermms... all the way. miss lim got yanjun's phone number in malaysia and made an attempt to call her. from singapore! needs $$$ u know... whahahas. miss lim's just so great larrs! LOL. dunno will yanjun come tomorrow? well let's just hope for the best...

ok here are the cute kids from thailand...
on the way back...
well that's all! bye! to see all the pictures, u can just press the label "pictures" for your own convenience. LOL

im back!!! im kinda pissed off lor. i shud have posted this post with the pics on like friday? but my stupid com hang then i have to reboot the com. well so i have to do it all over again... im getting somewhat obsessed at posting these thailand pics/ it's just so good thinking and looking at the pictures in thailand. i realli missed that heartwarming place and i enjoyed everybit of it... im missing liu ah yi again... dunno when she'll come to Singapore? hope during the new year ba...
haha i guessed i've talked too much. time to post some pictures!

continued in the high mountains of mei si le...

on our way down to shopping!!! at the golden triangle...
ok that's all now. i dont think i'll have the time to post any pictures this few days... whahahas but i'll try =) remember. the best is yet to come. LOL