sigh...
tmr school reopen liao...
phuck lars
that one month so fast then finish for wad
haben even ENJOY finish yet then must go school ler
idiot lars
then still got so many problems...
and i just found out there's a change in the stupid timetable!
yohannis says it changes every semester...
but how would i know?
this is just my 1st semester in RS
sigh.
stupid lars.
dunno why...
but now im feeling abit weird...
or nervous...
i dont know...
from tmr onwards til CT3...
there will be:
- long school hours
- tons and tons of homework
- boring lessons
- projects to submit and presented...
- no waking up late at 12
- no playing of computer everyday
- no sleeping later than 10pm everyday.
why why why

lets not talk abt this...
makes me want to puke...
even cry
and tmr school starts at 7.40am instead of 7.20
it's like such a stupid decision
if wan to change the time why not change then time school starts at 8am?
or i would rather it remains the same.
no more and no less
argh!

well ytd i went to watch "just my luck"
quite a funny movie by lindsay lohan
haha
cant believe i had watched 2 movies in one month!
lol
had quite alot of fun.

really dont know what will happen tmr...
i dont know how to face ellis
i dont know why
sigh...
im sure i will miss my mom tmr...
lol

YAHOO!!!
had so much fun today!
got choir practice then we got play play a little bit larr...
sang for 3 hours then played for the rest of the day...
whahaha!!!
that was so fun!
we played the treasure hunt then i grouped with jessica they all...
kao!
all the seniors tricked us until like what like that lorr!!!
especially that chuan whai...
lol
had so much fun
it was also the 1st time i had seen jessica thinking SO SERIOUSLY before...
well we are still playing tmr...
coming school early to playy.
can u believe that...
but looks like it's fun
so tempting i just agreed straight away...
whahaha!
dunno got anyone going anot...
but i only know there's abt... 5?
well im not sure...
well bet im going to have fun!

today beri beri tired lars
ytd 2am then sleep, watch the jolin that show... crap.
sigh...
still haben even do finish muhh HW yet
i was thinking about it like siao when going to sleep...
suddenly all my problems just came rushing into my head.
projects not done, HW like shit...
what to do?!
i think should be better no hols lars...
still remember when the last day of school i cannot bear to go for hols...
then it's already the end of week 3 lers, then now cannot bear to leave the hols...
thinking that i cant play the computer everyday,
thinking that must go choir til 6pm every monday,
thinking that i would always come home late,
thinking that i must wake up early...
all these really frustrates me!
i dont really know what i want, seriously.
humph!
why are we humans like that?!

well today i managed to finish SOME of my HW, but not all...
but at least it's SOME and not NOTHING?!
now i really hate english...
i was struggling like siao this morning...
i was so desperate for the answers
the compre was like damn difficult. i just couldnt phrase sentences!
i hated wat i was and to be weak in english...
for that moment, only...
the feeling was undescribable, really...
i was really pissed off when i cant do something properly...
well that's me...
at that time i really felt like dying.
sigh...
but that was only a moment of ... err... confusion???
argh!
i just felt like shouting and screaming lars!

then in the late afternoon after the heavy rain at yishun we finally got out of the house...
we went to the botanic garden...
crap.
but free, anyways...
we were there for... abt 2 hrs?
and all we did is to sit on a stupid patch of grass and listen to the dunno what music.
many ppl around there lars...
but dunno why, i just dont feel quite right...
there were many many dogs around and we had almost witnessed a dog fight...
couldnt imagine, huh?
well the dogs were cute...
but there was one big dog that i dont quite like...
it will bark at any dog that went pass it. scary!
if the owner wasnt there to pull him away...
it would be DISASTER.
the dogs were all very cute lars...

then we left at abt... 7???
and went to eat dinner at that idiotic place.
it was the 1st time i saw that lady in that stall...
but i just dont like her the minute i saw her
i dont know why, but i just dont like her.
and the food sucks!
i ordered laksa and the soup or curry or watever was like...shit.
i was like eating OIL lor!
so pissed off by this stoopid thing!
this will be my 1st and last time going there to eat!
***no offence***

"class" gathering...

heyyox...
so long din blog lers...
now broke oready...
die lers...
today got class gathering...
beri beri fun...
meet with azzie and fana under the block dere then go cwp together...
then we still saw wei xiong, justin and jiahui...
idiot la them...
we took the opp. bus stop lars
then in the end still take the same bus as them...
the bus REAL slow one lors...
we din even tok to each other
although same class the previous year...
we wierd wierd one lars haha.
all meet together lor
also nothing to do...
no plan at all
but i still had a fun time
thxs to the organiser whoever that was...
think it's yixuan maybe...
we went eat lunch "together" in the foodcourt...
not with the bois lars...
azzie fana mee go cinema there see see look look for a whie then go buy bubble tea then come up
the boys oready dunno go whr ler
oso dun care lars
heck care
they oso nowhr to go liao
so we all oso seperate oready lors
lol
dunno what kinda gathering is that lars
but at least can see ome fwens like aishah liyana amanda jianing all this lars
then we go on our seperate ways ler lors
and god knows whr they went...
mee fana azzie go cinema there see got wat movie to watch lors
then we watched "the omen"
nice show...
aishah and liyana oso watched that show...
they sat behind us
we went buy seperately wat...
wan take neoprint then ge toilet make nice nice 1st
spent abt 15mins there???
then went to take lars
but when decorating fana dunno press until wat button then cease our deco...
idiot stuff lars
all write in japanese how we know wat they write?!
then went to timezone to play...
humph!!!
think of that then makes my blood boil
idiot cashier lars!
i gave her $10 note then say wan upload $4 then she go put all the $10 inside
ALL MY ASSETS!!!!
from then on i broke ler lors
idiot
fana and azzie laugh at me like wat...
sigh...
guess im still the old blur blur me after all...
we played the daytona thingy as usual
only fana and mee played
i won the beginner then fana won the advanced
we played 2 times
then go watch that omen movie lors
quite nice lars
sound effect very good
i screamed.
no.
WE screamed.
then beri funny lors
the sound effect so good that when it come suddenly we all jump lors
then the 2 girls beside mee even dropped their popcorn!!!
whahaha!!!
so funny!!!
well the omen is a very nice show
highly reccommended by me gekteng
lol
then we dunno why go to library
walk up to the last level then come down again...
and very strange...
now then i wonder why we were like walking up and down again...
nothing to do?
well i still dont know...
hahas...
but this day i think not so perfect...
cos we all dont even like tok tok like last time like that...
all have become like strangers like that ler...
there's no teacher present to keep us together lars...
i think thats the problem...
me and jianing also din tom much...
sigh...
but will always remember this day de.