Hi there everyone!!! It's been a week since I've blog here. oh and Sunday was fun. REALLY fun. In the morning I went to Sembawang park to do the stupid recycling thing. Don't know why I was so pissed off that time. My parent's ain't happy with me... Sob sob... Then my 2 aunts took me to bugis there eat and blah blahblah... We went to Roma Deli there to eat our lunch. Tastes just as great. I just love their food there. And it was kinda unusual; everything I ordered had a little bit of cheese and mushroom... It was so delicious larr!!! Especially the mushroom soup, it really water my mouth... Whahaha! I'm sure to go there again. Then we decided to watch Pirates of the Carribean: Dead Man's Chest. And the B**** J******n cinema SUCKS! It's like a so old place despite the very not cheap tickets. I'm really pissed off! We were abit late for the movie and it was like totally dark when we reached the somehwt... theatre??? I felt like a blind person, man! Now I know what Chen WeiLian "sees"... If I really go blind all of a sudden, i would not be able to take it. The feeling is just so wierd! Well we finally found our seats after asking the others. And we sat right on time. The movie just began. And After the movie, I FELT REALLY GOOD! That was what it calls a great movie. I really enjoyed the movie. And I am beginning to like Keira Knightley! She's just so glam in the movie, especially when she dresses up as a man. really cool. She's just so pretty!!! Ok I'm going mad. Please mind me for a while as this craziness will stay for a while. Whahaha! I feel like watching the movie again! It was somewhat a comedy too... Very funny movie. Aiya just love it la. It's just that i didn't really watched the 1st movie, or else i would have sunked deeper into the Keira Knightley thingy... Usually this will last for a while only and nothing else. But I still love yanzi!!! One and only yanzi. She's just so worthy.

I've been scrimping and saving for a basketball. Well the craze just comes. I just had a sudden interest for basketball and I don't know why. But I'm determined to get one myself. Today was the chinese project presentation and I nearly went bonkers memorizing it. Now I know that being one that acts isn't as easy. But I was so happy when everyone came forward to try on my game despite a S**M** in my group. I'm just really happy. Thanks everyone/

Hello, i'm here to blog again... bleah. Well everyone was in a bad mood yesterday and, perhaps today. I don't think i know why. Well I cried yesterday night. Mom was in abad mood for whatever reasons I don't know, but it really upsets me. Partly because I was annoyed by my sister. I really wonder why must she be like that, why can't she just leave me alone and mind her own business?! I'm getting quite upset about this thing these few days. I really don't have the mood at home nowadays. What's the problem with me? I wasn't like that in school! I'm really feeling miserable. Well always look on the bright side...

yesterday happened alot. It was also the day I got a nervous breakdown. We went for the compulsory lesson for the higher chinese pupils. The lesson was so damn boring! The lecturers got us to watch quite alot of videos. The 1st lesson was on the Chinese Literature. damn boring. Even the videos were boring. The 2nd one was not bad though. Well I must admit I didn't really paid attention to the lecture. We were all there laughing. For whatever reasons, I had forgotten. Well I really enjoyed my self; not studying and knowing more things, but laughing. I really love laughing. Oh yes, we went to Causeway point to have lunch 1st. With Yuen Lam and Mandy. And it was now then i had realised how slow Yuen Lam ate! ***No offence*** We shopped for the rest of the time until it was like about 2 before we left the place for the lecture. We met Aaron and Chin Wei and Wei ting and WenZi there too. And guess what?! I met JiaNing!!! woohoo!!! Really so glad! Despite me tying my hair up she still recognises me! I'm really very happy:) I went home after the lecture la. I just fell asleep on the sofa and it was my sister's loud shouting that woke me up. Well i still pretended to be asleep, though. Gosh she was really loud. Why must she be like that? She's so AA man. I waited for her to go bath before i wake. My mother is already having a black face. That's when trouble starts. Mom gets angry with whoever, complain them to my father, quarrel, I die. I really hated this. I don't like chaos in the house. And when I knew my mother was in a bad mood, I would always lock myself in the room and never come out. You may think it's Coward, but i really don't like it. In this case I can't, because I have tons of things yet to be done! Eat, Bath, all that shit. My mother never stopped nagging and I don't blame her for doing so. It was also partly our fault that she nags alot. I couldn't blame her, all I could do was to shut up and listen and keep quiet. And mostly, to tolerate. I have really learnt to tolerate more when I have grown up. I felt the change in myself. But sometimes it's not the change for the better, some it's for the worse. I cried on that night. I really couldn't help myself. I'm getting really tired. My sister really annoys me and I don't think I could tolerate anymore. Well I think this breakdown must be an emotional explosion for me. I felt really good after crying, though. And i even did stupid things. I talked to my Stefanie Sun posters. And I think it really helps, although i know nobody will know, but it's always good to say everything out to someone, or even something, for my case. I slept really well that night after crying. SHHH... My parents doesn't know that, I cried when I was "sleeping" in my room. haha.

Thursday today, was alright. My most hated subject, d and t was quite fun today. The teacher was somewhat in a good mood today, and he joked quite alot. But it was likewise for my dear form teacher Miss Lim. She seems to be in a really bad mood today. Well alot happened today in school and i don't fell like typing all out to everyone. It will be very hard to express in words. Well I'm going now. Remember to stay happy! Tolerate!

Yodele hee hoo!!!

Hi peeps... I'm here to blog about the CIP the last saturday. Well we had a fun time. We set off at about 8 and walked to our destination. The neighbourhood was so quiet that you can hear a pin drop. not many of the residents were awake then. We went from the top most storey first. We collected nothing at the 12th and 11th floors. and that led me wondering if we were to collect as many as i think there would be. But luckily things turn for the better. We've finally collected something at the 10th, 9th, and 8th storeys. I think most of the newspaper my group collected comes from these storeys. We decided to use the lifts since it's so early in the morning and no one's using. I can still remember one of my experience. I ringed the doorbell just as I did everytime. A 50++ woman opened the door and just as I was about to ask her for the old newspapers and magazines, she told me to shut up and closed the door. Gosh I was so dumbfounded then! But I didn't really mind what the woman said. Well who cares?! We were dismissed at about 11+, which was earlier than what the consent form had stated. It was quite an achievement for me as I heard that the latest group to go home last year was at about 3, or even up to 4. luckily this didn't happen to me, or else I would have to miss my theory lesson too. Ellis and me went to eat lunch at 888 plaza and decided to go WRPS to see see look look for awhile. We met Cuiping they all at the new playground nearby there. There were all playing and chatting etc. so we decided to join them. I even suggested going to the blue playground we had played last year. I really had a fun time. Alot of the fun times with Fana etc. are all there. As usual, we played blind mice, it's just that Fana Azzie JN Zeken Ezzuan they all were not there. And there was I, playing with my new friends. I really missed that playground. Lots of wonderful memories of last year were still with me. Alot happened today. I even met Miss Tay when she was on her way to WRPS for the P5 National day thing.We chatted for quite awhile. I was so glad to meet her. I started SMSing Joyce the whole day, until abut at night. She really has alot of questions to ask, really. But I think I also had a great time answering those questions. Then after my "religious class" we went to aljunied to eat supper. the satay there was superb. What's more is that there were tons of vegetarian stalls there too. We had alot of choices to make. What's funny is that, with so many choices, I only ate satays. Because I don't know how to make a good decision! I really don't know what to eat, and ended up eating only satays. well that's what you get when you are greedy. I have to accept fate. Whahaha!

Yodele hee hoo!!! Hi there! I'm here to blog again! It's been a rather busy week. I've been staying back everyday this week and my mom's getting worried. She's scared I might be tired. But honestly I'm having real fun at school! The choir senoirs are all so crazy crazy type. Yesterday was so fun during the sectionals. The altos had an "extra lesson" because we are about to mabok already. I had alot of fun with the seniors. They were such a fun batch, but too bad Yohannis didn't come, or else it will never been better. And I just realised that Jessica still watches Spongebob! Oh I love Spongebob too! He's just so cute. We sang Idem-dem yesterday and I was the pianist to give them the pitching. I really had a nice day yesterday. I went home with Jieling and Angel they all, then Janice gave me 2 sweets! Well I had to admit a ate alot of sweets yesterday. I can't wait for the farewell party and the choir camp! Confirm i will enjoy my time there! Tomorrow I can't make it to my piano lesson. Cos' the whole school's having the C.I.P. We must go out and collect the old newspapers magazines and stuffs at the nieghbouring blocks. Angel's class must go all the way to Marsiling! Sigh, why must it be tomorrow? Miss Chong's giving me Yanzi's tian hei hei piano score tomorrow! What a letdown! But I bet I'm going to have as much fun. This is my first time being a "garang guni" as you can see... I'm really looking forward to it. I'm in the same group as Melody, Huiting and Khairul. So I guess we'll make it a success ba. Everything will be fine if it doesn't rain tomorrow. God Bless... Please don't rain tomorrow. Well that's all for today. I'll probably post tomorrow about my first time as "garang guni"!

Cheers!

Hi everyone! Well I know it's abit formal but I'm trying to use ENGLISH instead of SINGLISH to wirte my post. I'll just try and see what happens. I'm really not used to writing PROPER English, but for the sake of my English results, i better give it a try. Guess I will get used to it as days go by. I know i have not been blogging for a long time... I KNOW THAT! I'm really very busy since the school opened last week. never ending homeworks, projects, and everything you can think of. Well I'll make this a kind of summary for the week. can't blog much today, but I'll try my best. Let's see how first...

Well my week started on Monday, Youth Day. My dad still has to work so there's not much of a difference, i think. My 4th aunt's birthday also falls on today. We went to Sun Plaza to eat our much before going to Gramp's place. Bought a birthday cake there too. I chose the cake!!! spent the whole day at gramp's place. the cake was delicious! (of course, i chose it!) My aunt even bought something from SK Jewellery for her! I was quite mad when I found out that she didn't go with me!!! humph, i forgive you! It was quite a day!

Then Tuesday. just the plain old Tuesdays. The assembly was SO BORING! I nearly fell asleep. What speech by the new school counsellor. All he said was JUNK! He even tries to make the speech funny but unfortunately no one even notices that. Then it's P.E. we played badminton. The teacher thought we are still those kind of newbies to badminton. CRAP. Everyone played well. Then the last period of the day was geography. Bingo! The same old teacher. Ellis and me didn't really talked or kid around that day... Well I can say we are really talking lesser and lesser already. I don't know why. But who cares? I was already so exhausted when i got home. But I still chose to do finish my homework before i sleep. In case a overslept... Who knows til what time i will be sleeping to? I just LOVE sleeping. I slept at about 4 and woke up at around 7.30. It's already night time by the time i woke. Sometimes i really wished that I could just sleep and sleep and sleep and sleep and have nothing to worry about. But it's impossible. That would never happen. Everything must come back to reality, don't they?

Wednesday was hell. Dance was quite boring when we danced hip- hop. Nobody seemed to be interested except... the teacher? English was boring as usual, really boring. Choir was HELL that day. Miss Choo went to the acapella group and left us with that stupid Jeremy. His conducting was so funny. That's the only best part about the day. We went for sectionals after the break. The alto sections was fighting for the piano area with the sopranos. I don't really know what's happening and things, but i think the altos and the sopranos must be in cold wars til now, especially among the sectional leaders. We, the altos eventually got the area, and left the soprano leader banging the piano and stomping away. Angel almost cried, i could see that. Luckily she suppressed it and got back to her normal self. Well the sopranos leader must be fuming that time. But i dont think she must react THAT way. The piano is innocent! Honestly, i pitied the piano. We were supposed to leave at 4, according to what Miss Choo said, but Jeremy just refused to let us off. I was so pissed off that time. It was already late and i was so tired. There are still loads of homework to do for the day. I really felt like killing him that day. Well if this will be going on every week, i'd rather join the acepella group! Less people, more fun! There's Chuan Whai, Jessica, Joyce and YOHANNIS!!! It was also hell at home. The next day was already my practical and I'm not prepared. I played worse that day too. I was so stressed up. I don't want to disappoint my parents, you see. Although they would not mind if I did badly, I really don't want to disappoint them. They spent BILLIONS on this piano investment. I don't want them to feel upset and regretful that it's not worth it. I really don't want.

Thursday is the day. I left school after recess, after everyone's "goodlucks", I left, still feeling tensed up and stressful. I even went to the piano area to practise for the last minute. People say I'm just thinking too much, I don't know. I just want to give my best, but I'm too tensed up. My father fetched us to the examination venue. There's still time before i go into the examination room, and i requested for a room to practise for the last second. The air- condition was to cold that my hand freezes. I guess that's probably the reason a did not play so well for the faster parts of the pieces. Well I don't know. All I knew after I came out was that I have already tried my best and who cares about the results now? After i got home I got my homework from Ellis and completed them. And bingo, I napped. It was not a bad day too.

Friday was fun. After getting chided for being the last class to assemble last week, we became the first today. Miss Lim was glad. She even asked me about my practical the day before. I was stunned for a moment and just replied " ok la". Well if we weren't at assembly and were both standing, I would have told her LOADS. But sometimes we have to see our surroundings. It wasn't that bad afterall. She is really a good teacher. I really loved doing skipping for the healthy lifestyle. I really had lots of fun, and today was no different either. Miss Lim almost fell when she tried to jump in to skip. I laughed the loudest:) Then Miss Yuana and Miss Lim Held on to the rope and we ran in to skip. Dhivyen was so extra. He would always jump in the first before anyone does. I also succeeded and even helped Ling Mei and Sherilyn to get themselves jumping in there. For a moment I'm really enjoying myself very much. Maths lesson was right after healthy lifestyle. I really looked forward to it. I guess it's because it's Miss Lim's class. Her class was never boring, even today. She even rewarded us with a video. Well she has loads of vedeos in her PC. LOADS. I still remember the name of the video: FRIGHT. True enough, it really scare the wits out of me.Can't tell you in detail, but it's really fun. Khairul even screamed. Great day.

My Saturday started with my piano lesson. Interesting as usual. As our examinations are over, Miss Chong gave us great pieces to play. She even promised to bring her copy of Tian Hei Hei, or Overcast sky, sang and played by Stefanie Sun for me. I'm really looking forward to my next lesson. Theory was quite boring. I managed to finish all my homework today, and that was why i could use the computer now. I earned it.

Phew, that's the end, i think. This is as similar as writing a composition. You won't believe it, i actually spent 1+ hours to write this post! But if this works, I dont mind wasting my 1 hour every week. Well I must go now. That's all for the week. God knows when I will be free again.
Cheers!